Food

I love food, but only food thats bad for you. =). Pizza, burgers, gravy >.<

mmm food... lol

rambling on

So Europe was beautiful, beautiful cities, beautiful boys, beautiful companions (except for the other 27 bodies full of estrogen that always seemed to annoy me in some very small way). EF was a great tour company, up until the fact that they did not provide transportation to the airport so I had to pay 200 euros. Yes, u read right, 200 euros for a taxi!! Ridiculous, currently I am in the process of possibly claiming some of that money back so please cross ur fingers for me. Other than that I am so happy to have experienced such a marvelous journey, over 5 countries and 10 cities in less than a month, it was exhausting but worth it lol.

The internship in DC... is amazing! I love my job, my building, my bosses, colleagues, and everyone here! They have truly made this an experience so far, but best of all is the Martin Building cafeteria... mmm subsidized beer battered fish and chips never tasted so good lol.

I feel like im getting a workout, I have to walk everywhere cuz I don't have a car, I miss home so much and want to go back to Miami so badly! =(.

Love life.. is missing, finally threw away my ball and chain, looking for new prospects.. think u can handle it? call me =)

Still doing the whole mark thing, so if you need some supplies please visit www.mymarkstore.com/jbaez ... Thanks and I think that's all for the updates.

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Life is wonderful

Ironic, but lovely lol. Congrats to my big for finding true love! I wish you the very best in the world and hope that everything you guys do in life always compliments each other and is a success. I love you both very much and could not be happier for any other couple! muaz!!!! <333333

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My heart cannot take this anymore (gay...). This line has been said so many times in many different movies, songs, and novels ever since like forever. I'm sick of it, sick of it all. I'm sick in believing in people who don't pull through, I'm sick of being a caretaker, I'm sick of this effing situation that I'm in. I was talking to a close friend the other day and they really opened up my eyes. I have always been so driven, do the right thing because in the end it'll pay off type of person. But what if it doesn't? When will it pay off? I don't need to have forever right now, just a glimpse of it. Right now I don't see an end. I sound so emo I hate this! This isn't me!!! Help me!

What I want in life: To be successful and rich and travel the world as a career.
What I want right now: Peace.. please that's all.

I'm am so grateful that I have so many great friends that just listen to me complain, try to help, hug me when I need it, and act like bitches with me when I want to be spiteful too. But I don't want to be spiteful anymore, I want to be myself, I want to find myself again because somewhere in this mess I think I lost Jocy. What we're going through is tough and no one needs this. I did my part, do yours. Behave, Respect, and Love youself, maybe me in the process as well but you have to start with you.

I'm tired, no more writing, I sound like an idiot...

Lenka - The Show

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2nTSU-mFWGs

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

Slow it down
Make it stop
Or else my heart is going to pop
'Cause it's too much
Yeah, it's a lot
To be something I'm not

I'm a fool
Out of love
'Cause I just can't get enough

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

The sun is hot
In the sky
Just like a giant spotlight
The people follow the sign
And synchronize in time
It's a joke
Nobody knows
They've got a ticket to that show
Yeah

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I dont know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

Just enjoy the show

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I dont know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

dum de dum
dudum de dum

Just enjoy the show

dum de dum
dudum de dum

Just enjoy the show

I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show

I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show

My boob

So Sorry that I haven't been around lately but I just went through a once in a lifetime experience. I found a lump in my left breast about a year ago and have been seeing treatment and diagnostics about it for this entire semester. Finally, after a biopsy which showed that the lump can possibly be cancerous excision was recommended. This angered me, why would this happen at 21? I felt like its a punishment for using my boobs to my advantage. But after the surgery I was thankful this was caught in time instead of it developing into something more serious. After a semester of Doctors appointments and missing classes I was safe... from cancer at least. 5 cm of my body was removed when originally it was only supposed to be two. But now everything's gonna be all right. I think that's all I have to say about this though so ttyl =).

Congratulations

To Obama on his inauguration. I know he'll do our country proud =)